Tired

This is how I feel today

We are exhausted. Plain and simple. Struggling to get on some kind of routine with John on vacation and the house only about 5% put together. Okay, maybe 3%.

It's a conspiracy. The more I unpack, the more cluttered our lives become! Isn't it supposed to be the other way around!?

I know why. The kitchen wasn't put together last week, so now as I unpack the boxes onto the counter, it feels like more of a mess. Doing a new kitchen takes some mental effort. I just keep at it.

We went roller skating for a friend's birthday tonight. It was nice to do something different with our friends! But I found myself super emotional and teary...good grief! I just "snapped" and couldn't contain my emotions when friends asked, "how are things going"? I think I'm just really tired emotionally as well as physically. We've done so much the past month!!! Really eager to press on and get the house fixed up!